June 19, 2002 journal, what I have learned, sugar feeds candida infection, illeo cecal valve.

There is a condition where a hiatal hernia begins a long chain of mal functions contrary to the body's natural ability to absorb nutrients from the food we eat causing degeneration.

We can take adequate enzymes I believe but suffer white flour gluten in our digestive tract that may prevent absorption of nutrients from the food we eat resulting in malnutrition and basic starvation simular to the wasted bodies of the children we see in third world nations.

God has made the body very simple but hard for us to understand that the food we eat must enter the bloodstream to give us strength and build our nerves, muscles and bodies. Our stomachs have no power within themselves to make us strong. If the tender gut and flexible intestines are insulated with doe are infectious matter such as Candida, our food may pass right on through us without feeding our cells or enriching our blood leaving us.

My heart weeps for all those lost in need of Christ as their savior amidst false doctrine.

I am saddened that the deal on the dome has gone wrong and I did not acquire it. I feel defeated and stupid to miss this opportunity to paint the biggest scene yet of Revelation Prophecy being revealed in this monster planetary marvel. This has loaded me with stress

and I cannot seemingly recover to normal life. Late today however I had a revelation I believe from God saying to be patient and consider that while this structure is exciting to behold, it may not be the most practical design to paint the mighty Book of Revelation on.

God is in control and when I'm in control I always make a mess to spoil everything. God wants better for us than we ever dream of or expect. Let happiness return to my soul. I let the devil get involved and doubt like when Simon Peter walked on the water then sunk.

I grieve to see the name Christian misused by the "mother church" in it sorcery and shame.

The story of a witch was told to me today that was on a national TV broadcast saying she attended churches to break them up, spread rumors and cause division and tell lies on the preachers. She was asked why she did this and she replied "I hate Christians and Christ". She was asked if she believed that Christ was Lord and she replied "yes, but I want to make all the trouble I can before the final hour when Christ will rule and evil will all be defeated". Satan knows his days are numbers but he wants to defeat every living soul to death and to hell. There seems to always be opposition to good but plenty of momentum for wrong. There is no real consideration of one's needs to do good, everything is always measured to benefit self. I wanted to run this world my way and save everything for a long stay, but I realize that God is in control and I must do as I am told. Nobody really stands in the way, they just practice human nature. God will provide the great sky for his message and I should not worry. Be ye a witness for God and right without compromise.

Make me first that witness Lord of the gospel truth that millions may hear of salvation.

My Heart longs to reveal the Word of God from the highest mountain to lowest valley. I am saturated with energy to proclaim his name with victory over the demonic powers of the earth and to defy the prince of darkness masquerading as light in the seat of the beast.

The devil has torn down our mountain as the Bible warns he will. I was wrong to think of prosperity as being Godly. The Disciples of Christ were poor and persecuted even killed. Psalms 23 "The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want. He makes me to lie down in green pastures: He leads me beside still waters. He restores my soul: He leads me in the paths of righteousness for his names sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table behold me in the presence of mine enemies; thou anointest my head with.